The Rivilary Escalades.

Once Again I Am Annoyed!

Siblings vs. Besties.

Lately, more like the last 6 weekes and 5 days i have been highly annoyed,angry whatever you'd like to use to describe my unhappy emotions. I am beginning to think that what i once called family isnt quite true. All families have their down falls, but i think that my brother and i arent the fruit of the same womb or the even the product of the same adoptive single parent home. He and i are on 2 differrent statistic wavelinks. I dont understad how can some one you've known your whole life doesnt understand,respect or apprecite you. Maybe its the 5yr age gap, because he and i are never on the same page. But on the other hand eldest brother who is 13yrs my senior always seem to be on the same frequency.

Now here is where the rivary begins between my brother vs. my bestie(it actually doesnt matter which.)

My brother is

• Irrational
• Paranoid
• Inconsiderate
• Ignorant
• Resentful
• Judgemental

Now the problem with him is this is his normal personality to everyone. He lacks tact and acceptance. The problem with this in our family is his hardships he believes are others fault. Everyone owes him someting for the way his life has turned out. No mistakes are his own, they are faults of those who took action in the whole chain of events called life.

Now i know none of my besties are saints, i wouldnt be under that delusion. But i know that within the 5 years of friendship that my friends arent as judgemental or disrecpectful. Yes they can be annoying and worrisome, but for a couple of chicks i was randomly matched up with through an ex the are better than the man i known my whole life. Now whats weird is they are girls. Now everyone knows you can put a bunch of high strung, beautiful black wmen in the same room with out majr conflict, yet it was succesful.

The rivilary between my brother and i is so one sided. Someone once told me children from broken homes suffer a worse variation of sibling derived syndromes. And i guess he is the statistic of that. Though my brothers and i all suffer from some sibling enabled syndrome i believe his is worse off. See i am the baby and the only girl, according to a doctor somewhere out there i suffer from only child placement syndrome. Which means over all i act and behave as the only child due to me being the youngest and only girl. See anyone can read some stuff! As for my eldest brother he suffers from the same only on the basis that he is the oldest with his own life. As for my annoyence he suffers from middle sibling syndrome. Hence the reason he is jealous and consistantly feels he is entitled to help and devotion. I guess thats way he is the way he is.

What is weirder is my Mochas and i are cut from the same clothe just slightly different sticthing.