On The Road Again *Donkey (frm shrek) Voice*

Soooooo..... Its been some time, but I'm back. The Joy!

 So I'm on the move not physically just emotionally and mentally!  So this week marks the beginning my 6 month process of getting my life together!  Lately i have been very  lazy in the preparation  of my future.  I now believe it is times to start making moves instead of talking of them.  I have some many goals that will not happen if I'm not productive to them. Procrastination and i are the closet of friends and I'm starting to think that this friendship isn't as beneficial as i'd like it to be.  I will be 20 soon(... yes september is soon) and i definitely think it is time for me to take some young women steps instead of being a big girl.  I sometimes wonder why being a big girl is so much more easier than being the young women all women aspire to be.  I kinda knew I was a big girl, but i think I'm ready now to cross over to the other side of young adult hood!  

Hmmmm i guess it's like that movie Baby Geniuses. Where the babies knew pretty much everything and it was up to them to utilize it and actually grow up, even though the new the highs and lows. In fact i really like that movie.  I'm there. I am at the stage where i feel as if everything i know I should be utilizing!  What is the point of having all this information and resources if  i still have nothing to show for it. i mean damn even the encyclopedias cost money!  I'm ready to crossover to adult hood!

Ok the self-deficient rant is over. These are some of my goals.

1. Get Health Care yes i know the fact that i haven't had it for a year is due to me procrastinating! But i mean its about time, recently being crazy sick has convinced me more than ever to get it together Health Care wise.
2. Get Income now yes that may mean get a job. Yes Yes a job, a real one.  Now that i want to take young adult steps a job may be in order, this job maybe freelancing workshops, but hey a real job is a real job!  
   

No i have not forgot about my brothel in Nevada until i am established i'll just survive off of my freelance workshop and Management as i'd like to call it as long as i reside in NY!

So for now those are my 2 goals with hopes they can be completed within 2 months.  There are more goals on the list.  I just don't want  to overwhelm myself. Opps!! there goes a form of PROCRASTINATION! Wish me luck as i try to overcome self induced  obstacles